i need my man here badly. i haven been feeling good since last week. i had cough and headache a week back. but sun and mon i have been getting worst. mon i had fever. the thing is, i went to work early in the morning normally, with a heavy head. i thought it was normal for me. as i have been having a normal headche for the past one week. but the thing is i whenever i have headache i eat medicine ill be fine. but the next day, ill get the same thing again the next day. so monday i head off to work and had to go back during lunch time. it happen for tuesday as well cos my fever went up again. so Madam ask me to go home eat medicine and see doc again today. so wen i went to see doc today, didnt do me any good. he ask if i have asthma. i didnt have any illness since young. so why now right? and if fever doesnt go dwn by fri, i have to do XRAY. and if it go worst, ill have to be admitted to the hosp. i dont want. im so scared. so much for wanting to be sick-free. i badly wan my baby. i need him by my side now. i hate it. i hate this feeling i have now. ): he said he scared i might have lung infection. gosh. why say all the things that im so freaking scared off. late mum use to have lung problem. does dat mean im gonna have one as well? i dont want! can i get well please? haish. i dont want. i dont want. baby please come home. meet me. see me. im scared.. ):
