cos when im with you, you make me fly
haven been working for the past two days. tomorrow then ill get back my ass to work. sick yesterday and i had to take MC. thanks love for being so sweet after that fight we had due to some stoopid and kinda lame thing after all was it? so he pick me up after work on monday. all i could remember was we head over to hougang and bought stuff for grandma. headed home afterwhich it was raining cats and dog. freaking heavy. thats all for monday. i guess. kind of?
yesterdae love came as early as 9plus in the morning headed over to CP to take my MC. went back home and had some good talking with love. i just love it that way. since mon all i ever did was to disturb him. see him smile like he always do. okay not really. he alwasys show me his step fierce abg2 kinda face. *menyampah* okay b. haha. so the only wae was to poke his hips (i mean some where near his hips and armpit that area?) whatever la. haha. and see hime smile and still nak step as if its not itchy at all. this few days has been great. seeing him smile. we joke around. been a while since we do that. im so glad we did. then evening headed over to tamp. did some busineess there and i wanted to eat gorreng pisang, so he was being sweet he knows i was god dam broke before my pay finally will come only next friday 27th Nov, he offered to get that for me. he always does. cos we just do la. even bought my all time favourite bubble tea knowing that we'll get thirsty after eating, we stop by the bus stop near the tamp lib and settle down there to eat before boarding the bus. nothing else beats spending time with him.
oh btw, did i mention while otw to tamp yesterday, we meet these few YP's around, okay i ean under my void deck smoking their ass off? like wtf ryte? the thing that made me upset was i du care if they wanna stare or wadever shit, but this particular guy, was staring at baby like he owns the world. while smoking. kirekan he's smoking hot la tu? ahh wadever. baby only said, "budak2, Haisz" so cute la he. he knows he cnt get into a fight, which i told him, not worth fighting with these people, so he was being cool. maklumla, my mr policemen katerkan. (: so pround of you. his patience has always been a plus point.
we had so much laughter looking at the way akak and cik wan act yesterdae. akak wanted to go to the movie with us, cos we initiated to go to watch 2012 or Paronornal Activity but the plan was ditched cos cik wan didnt wante to go, AS USUAL. haha. save money la, dade due anak la. actually kinda true. but its just a ,movie. haha. oh well, so we keep on laughing cum smiling all the way seeing their actions. so cute. khai was smiling and laughing all the way non stop. so cute. just love to see him smile. makes me melt you know. ehk tak ehk? haha. so after a while i told khai i wanted to head over to the playground nearby. it was random la. but idk whats up with me. wanted to tke pictures i did the matter of fact but i dun think ill be uploading cos ive got something else to upload. (: so yeah, afterwhich head over to the shop to buy my all time favourite sandwich choc biscut, jack n jill (; NICE.
just some things that i realise yesterdae make me realise how lucky i am to be living with my fam and khai dispite how tight our financial situation is now. really. like khai is always there for me knowing that im horribly broke same ges to the fam. small little thing to you means the world to me baby. i felt bad at time, you pay all goes to me. the bills, the medical expenses, my transportation fee even my meals you had it all. what more can i ask for. ive help you once, and its my day now, thanks. i dont know what else to say but really thanks. i know youll say, youve said it umpteen times baby, its enough and its nothing. and ill continue to say, its a big thing, not nothing. though financially tight, we as a fam never blame each other bout it, instead we tried ways to find rezeki. work extra, we play and eat whatever we have and we still laugh hard. never stop being with each other at this hard time. thats something i like and i will remember till i grow up. money doesnt solve anything, it wont be able to even buy you the happiness that one needs. and thanks. i must say ive learn alot while growing up as an orphan. i promise ill stand on my own and wunt even bring any difficulties for you people. cos i know mum is looking and shell be proud of me one day. i love you all to bits. really do. (;
before i end my post, i have some pictures i wish to post. i just love looking at it. of course i do. i just realise the things youve done for me, the things youve said to make me a better person, the promises made, and always have the patience i me and asking me to look at the brighter side. (: you make me realise how deep our love is (:
"look on the brighter side, we suffer till january, afther that, ill finish my training and we can be happy for more than that two months." and i think its true. no pain no gain i guess? thanks love. you never fail to keep me smile. (:
so people, enjoy life as it is and i guess dun complain too much bout the things that you dun like, look on the brighter side. sure insyallah in the future, ader hikmah behind all thish (; take care and will be back SOON? haha.
cos i love you with that nerdy yet hot boy-ish look
then you became some hot man to me...
but,cant help it to say you look like matrep at times..
matrep atau bukan, you know ill always...
ill always love you till death do us apart
