its 21st october already! rusty rusty blog. ala... i bet seldom pon people read my blog. am i right? hahah. oh well, bee busy with work as usual. and as usual ive got tns to complain after few weeks of keeping quite bt the way they are treating us. not sure how my othr fellow mates are doing but for sure im not really gna be happy with my life at work. dats for sure. maybe exception for siska. because ofher im happy in that department now. cos ill always go crazy with her, cry with her and we almost share every single thing togada. one thing for sure yang sesungguhnye membuat aku binget setengah mati is they are fucking fucking fucking god dam mother fucking ikot kulit drg yang pikir banyak peh putih tau bersih tu. puki taik. (what ever. sorie for the vulgarities) i just cnt stand it. being there for 5 mths seems like 5 years. and to that god dam freaking bitch, dun act as if you know every single thing. youre there for like few months also k. just that you thing youre so great! argh! just cnt stand her! irritating such a pain in the ass tau tak! muke taik! harap jek lawa prangai puki tiang! picking on people that is of a lower rank then you. just waet till i officially graduate! itu pon i wun be working there uat mate saket jek! okay enough of all this ehk people. uat org binget jek~
dearest khaikhai is officially my driver since july. and since oct 15, im a driver myself! (:
my close one, lau naak tau you all kol jela ehk. but apparently some da tau la eh (: hehe. syukur alhamdullilah.! so many ting happen all these while. babay's 20th bdae, to the leaves that i have taken cos khaikhai had his leave also (: to the trip to town where fightss here and there happen mcm ribut tauffan, to the suckies day at work, my dearest khaikhai is at ubin now and he's so farking hate it. so manyn things happen which i myself dun get a chance to touch ths lappy and update my rusty blog,padahal im always surfing the net with the Itouch. replying things little by little but just plain lazy to update my blog. just got that sudden urge to use this red lovely lappy of mine. mcm suddenly rindu.
rindu uat project, rushing thru the datelines. haha. conferm lepas nie nak buat report for my final test susah giler! satu tahun otak mati nak uat report lak. and khai khai has been pastering me to start at least a bit pasal nnti susah, and me being plain laZy in the arse, tak nak dgr cakap dier. bluek! hahah. something random. haha. ermm, i just love my fam. i mean my aunt and uncle and grandma that im staying with, including cik leha and cik ani. even though how hard our life is we never mengeluh and always be by each other side. yes, we are having like a lil financial difficulty, sesak sini saner this month. for me, pasal most of my gaji gone towards my Traffic Police test, which i didnt mengeluh, pasal ader hikmah disebalik itu (: akak pulak, due to giving birth, due gone to fina syaista, dats something good also. money gone bukan pasal bende tak senonoh! see? so wad ever we have, makan jelah. theres no use picking on things to eat at these very crucial point of time (: but end of the month is comming and it means money comming.! nak buy wad i wanna buy! (: and to my dearest aunty's that supports me and the fam all the way no matter wad, thank you so much. i leanr alot from all the stories share and the things we've gone thru. (;
and definately not forgetting muhammad khairul anwar, thanks for every single thing youve done for me, and definately my fam. thank you so so much my love. other people can despise you for what ever shit reason that have in mind, but definately not me. okay maybe some times i get frusfrated and just talk things whcich is not supposed to be aniwae, im sorry. youre just the sweet heart and for some reason i think god has sent me and angel after they took one away from me. i hope things will last. thanks for everysingle thing that you gave me and my fam. i realise how much you love not only me butmy fam. its just so difficult to describe, and let it be between you and me including my fam know what i mean. baby, youre the greatest gift i ever had, and just in case i wont be blogging on 23rd oct itself, let me wish you and advance 3rd year anniversary baby. im falling for you every single moment ever single second (:
currently wacthing singapore idol! charles dedicating the song fall for you for his girlfriend! so sweeeet!!!!!! menusuk di kalbu shey all the spore idol singing for their love ones! im missing khai khai! ): till then people! take care!
