okay i know the previous post is so merepek. i was busy posting,pikir confiden la tu nk post den sudden cum the laziness plus i was busy talking on the fone with babaylove. haha. then i drop the idea of posting and then talk with babylove till idk when. haha. i guess ill be doing a proper update today.my weekends was well spent. as usual saturday was with babylove and sun i was busy working and after work babylove fetched me from work and i sent him over to wlds. cos after which ill be heading home and he, back to camp. tengah2 la kirekn. haha. so yeah. saturday went over to town since both of us haven even touch and walked around ION. (: has the greatest time with him. as usual. been so long since we went to town. even to catch a movie. due to the schedule that we have we dun use to hang out as much as we use to anymore. usually lazying down at home sleeping or watching tv. thats what we are gonna do for the weekend i suppposed. (: if not, just a simply movie date will do since its been months since we do so(:
so ferstly,dearest came over at ard 10am. i was still sleeping wen he was otw here so i quickly wake up and go and shower. haha. biaserla pompuan siap lmbt he haad to waet. in the mean time as usual fieqa syanise will manje2 with him. always sia! haha. she will always sit at his lap. play2 with him and stuff. then we ead over to rivervale mall by cab. cos member baru dapat gaji and nk bukak one more bank for his daily expenses and the other one for savings. (: thatss why my saturday was......awesome! all his treat! hha. tk selalu shey g2. but malu la jugak. hehe. he really pamper me alot. ikot karenah aku! haha. after which we head over to town la. walk2 walk, den wanted to settle down at swensens ION but the queu, YA ALLAH mintak ampun! seriously. give it a miss and went over to suntec!
wanted to buy his jeans but give it a miss cos, its UGLY! tk lawa la shey. haha. den head over to marina to have our late lunch at secret recipie. (: and, he bought me a lovely earrings from chomel. im loving it. thanks love! lamer tau dier tk belik kn dier brg. hahah (: den jalan2... banyak la jalan2 but im lazy to explain. then head over to geylang. why?? cos kiter nk fetch nenek. together with cik farah and cik wan. (: we head home by his car. haha. we sempat to see baju rayer and i adore a few and alrdy have it in mind. but have yet to comferm what colour we wearing this year(: best la my saturday! i was shagged! sun work today work and so will be the rest of the days. ):
im having so much difficulty in work. i swear my body are aching. seriously i never felt this way before. the feeling of giving up is there. broke dwn so many times these month. i cnt help it. way too much. but like what i always tell them wad can we do? we're here for experience, we dun have much to say. and as much as i wanna quit, i cnt. i cnt see the money that i spent, just for that piece of cert, go wasted cos of these work experience shit. true? almost 13K for 2 years, and im giving up for these 5 months? no way. ive got 7 more months to go. why cnt i endure? so much sacrifices ive made these time i need that cert to get hold of my cert. my diploma in hotel management. i dun wanna lose it. still thinking of what to do after thish. for sure i wont know if i wanna continue in these line. but i love service. i have the passion. thats for sure. hasih. will think bout that later. not now. i really dun know.
khai,thanks so much for everything. really. i cnt say much, i wun elaborate on how much youve done for me. let it be our secret and our journey of our love life to remember. no matter what happen, no matter how you think other guys are flirting with me, youre still my love. my number one. remember that. i love you khai, i do. thanks! i thank godd for showing me theres someone out there for me(:
gosh tml work. fuck. when i come to work i think of what time im going home. and when i wake up my body is so freaking tired. gosh im gonna endure it for few months. mcm sial! ishk. alrite people, i need to update my ipod and picture, will be blogging soon! and talking about ipod, baby's camp mates da giler ipod! sumer dpt gaji dis month, (mentang2 bomb_) haha, most of them buying ipod, so cute. jiwe. haha alirete! tata! (: take care people!
