illusions of him. cnt stop thinking bout the dearest since just now he went in. did secretly call him just now. due to some issues i felt horrible. i hope i can call him again tonite. and from now, ill definately look forward to evry nite. every phonecall ill be having, i hope it'll be from him. and no one else. can call me nuts or wadever but i guess gthe rest of the gerls will know how it feels when your bf is in camp. sucks BIG time. as much as i will complain bout not liking it i cnt do much cos its just wad a man has to do. but ill be waeting for him patiently. like what qin said, "khai will come back". been looking at pictures,upload pictures of us and you into my phone and lappy.my wallpaper has your face. and everywhere. though now your dearest rambot da tadik, i still dun mind cos nothing change from me. maybe cox today is my off day and i pretty much got ntg to do, all i can do is to waet, waet till you call me like few hours from now. and tml i hope it will be a better day. finished work, rest, and patiently waet for your call. the normal routine everyday. may sound boring but i dun gif a dam. why? cos im so into you and willing to sacrifice anything for you. you know that. oh god.. 2009 is really a challenging year for us. and definately for my fam as well. the recession and stuff. more and more problems and challenging situations we have to face. maybe not for others but it is for me. i cnt say much and im pretty much dam shagg cos my min is just preoccupied with khai khai khai and khai. kanasai! (: ishk. kla! bye!
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