should be dam lucky today that i actually go back home exactly at 3pm. so excited. but sumhow i was pissed due to some matters i shall not disclose it here. sumhw i got freaking irritated. payday gonna cum like in few days time. cnt spend, sumhow gotta save that money for the pracs and my tp next week. gotta a feeling i wont go thru this ferst time round. just freaking worried and frusfrated. im not even sure if i got my off day or unpaid leave on that day. and speaking of which, love has already gotten his licience. yes he made it thru this time round. and for sure rayer gue dapat naek kerete liao. excited gilerrr youuuu (: i swear i cant focus much on work. one thing in mind is about my licience. i really really scared i wont go thru. as much as i wan to i dun think i would. freak. die la. this is my very last week over at banquet. and after this no more banquet. for the ferst time in the whole duration i was there today was the ferst time i actually broke a plate. i swear i dun know how it broke in the ferst place. like seriously i dun know can. maybe cos today was super busy and everyone is running like a chicken without a head. i still remember mr loh's word. haha. like seriously, after the AYG has come over to singapore we're running high. baru pt merchant court, can you even imagine stamford? wow. so dam busy confirm. with all the rooms they have, and outlets that is always running high occc? banquet as well. wooo.. haha... confirm busy giiler. i guesss when all this big event take place in your place, you'll be dam busy and time really pass dam fast. the next ting you know youre gonna knock out of work. especially when they are extra staff to help you. i feel so bless for a while. kejap jek. and its good when youre busy youre communicating well with the other departments as well. just that sumtimes wen too busy you need to get things fast, and when the thing are not there you get fuck for no reason. thats what happen at times. i swear i fucking hate it. nevertheless, i shall not complain much.
okay for those yang gonna get the gst money, the money is in already! haha. dam funny sia my grandma just now. he actually ask my uncle to check for her how much balance she has ovver at our bank acc. OUR bank acc mind you. of course la the pin all is with me. she gave our acc book and as my uncle to check over at the internet. dam funny sia. pikir lei scann per. kuang3. (:
idk why im freaking furious att you. so much for wanting to wannt to spend time with you. i dont wanna do that to you. if only you know that. it hurts big time because i wanna just spend time with you before you go. you should know what i feel since yestaaerdae. how much i am happy for you. wanting to be with you. and i just wan the ferst person hat you actually drive around with. i dun care about the danger. i am willing to get hurt with you. i dun mind. so long as i know youre with me and always there for me. remember the letter i gave you to read yesterdae,i willing to got thru anything with you and you should jolly well know that. you know how much i can do anything for you.you know what i meant. evrything. financial,fam and others you should know. nothing else matters more then you. and when im angry you know i can freaking do anything. maki you get farking pissed and others. explains why i do all those things tadik. i dun wan ok. i dont. but i cnt help it and i am trying to understand you. maybe im just mad at you and at myself.i vent it out that way. i know i shouldnt but i cnt control. im sorry. youre my baby and will always be in my heart, my mind and my soul. when i sleep i think of you,when i wake up i think of you, when i work i think of you and practically everywhere i go everyplace i go i think of you. your name is already engraved in my heart. NOTHING else, nothing means more then you.
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