dun test my patience for sure ill fight back with you. i dun give a dam how old u are, wen u dun give a dam respect to me and you dun even know me and start judging talking and saying words dat totally aint me and being harsh to me, i dun give a farking dam about u for sure. and i swear you'll get you retribution for dis. "makan boleh sembarang makan, ckp jgn sembarang ckp." ingt tu. and for fuck sake, kau yg terhegeh2 tanye pasal aku from day 1 so jgn step mcm aku yg salah and berbual sembarang. ive told my department people, i may look stuck up in the ferst place cox dats just my facil face look like, but wen u know me and we can click, you know i aint dat wae,even bestie know dat. ryte huda? he's just a freaking asshole who seeks attention. no wonder youre freaking no married till now though your age limit is already so freaking...wadeverrr.. i cn just forget but the words you use freaking mcm sial..and aku sumpah, ull contiue doing dis, ull get a piece of my mind and for sure my bf and fam is all behind me as they know bout dis. i shall not sae much, just frekaing upset,angry and frusfrated over a freaking gatal idiot who seriously pissing me off cos of the harsh words said when you dun even know the real me. chee*** fcuk off my sight.
oh well, forget it such a asshole ruining my mood. on a brighter side, my man has been accepted to the singapore polis force. which i am pretty much very very happy about. but that means he booking in next month. fast ryte. as much as september is already so near, wad more june. and im left with only less den a month before me and you gonna be a distance away. seriously my man, if u happen to read dis, im pretty much happy. happy giler at least i dun have to worry dat youll be away like in army, but i can sense the distance apart. im sure im pretty much strong now. i know ure my man, and ull alwasy be der for me.
wad if wen u go in i happen to have prob with dat idiot again? i wun be able to talkto u face to face and vent my anger and tell u the while story wth my lil actions and you know la ryte hw i am. i have to like secretly make a call while im on duty to talk to u as you have certain tyming to call. i have to adapt to the changes. adapting to the new environment alrdy. which i am pretty much worried. i hope youl guide me thru with dis and u, as well play a part to be with me though far apart but our heart is near. fingers crossed that nothing will happen yaw. cos u know deep down, no one, and i mean no one can stand me execpt you. and only you. i hope god will give me the strength to go thru dis with you yah. god will give u the strength also. i just need you before u go and serve the country. spend time with u. (;
