ive gottg much to blog actually. just feel like typing kuang kuang. and its April FOOL. and in fact no one kena fool by me and i din fool anyone. yah.. just dun feel like it plus its like wadever la. okay anywae, ntg much happen todae. meet dearest 11am. went to eat at ljs cos i missed the rice with black pepper sauce! haha.before dat i went over to mango to see sume stuff. den persuaded hubby to let me buy. after much negotiation i finally get to buyy! haha. i wanted to buy two top n one bottom.. in the end bought one one top and one bottom. tu pon bf da mengomel. dala dala cepat bayar! *bluek* rolls eyes! =p haha.. but nvrmind at least can buy. better den ntg. den went to shop ard for my stuff again. some make up stuff for work. still need to buy more stuff. den i head of to driving lesson. den dearest waet and we cabbed back to cpafter which. he went off to meet ad and i do my own shopping. bought make up stuffs again and went to walk for just a little while. bought my stokings. while walking towards to buy my stokings, i saw dis faboulous guess purse! fuck sake, its dam preety! i could buy it but been spending too much money and for sure dearest will kill me if i were to buy cos he's gonna sae " you nie ehk b, tk syg duet ehk? susah tau nk dpn duet!" and ill go okok... and just smile away. the purse cost 66 bucks ti be exact. dam. haha. its not like the normal guess purse which i usually dun seem to have intrest in, its one of a kind. white and black. fav colour and it has dis similiar pattern as my recent purse from wallet shop. im gonna get it k. as promise waet till i get my pay. one more month to go. my very ferst pay. haha. and i told dearest i will save 300 from the allowance. shit! haha. den 200 to spend. haha. hahahaha. and im supposed to save 1.2K till the end of attachment. (: boley save2!. ane tau la kn...hahah...
everyone is growing up so fast. without you knowing, youre becoming young adults. and next year, i wont be regarded as a teenage anymore. young adult. it seemd so fast. its been 2 years plus comming 3 years since im with khai. 5 years since mum left. 3 years since im outta of yio chu kang sec. and few daes since im officially outta SHATEC and starting work like real soon. it seemed so amazing. i dont know why. and speaking of which, ive yet meet mummy naddy! haha. nadiah i mean. plan was cancelled. cnt meet the timing. so will meet up for sure since its aisha's birthday (: for sure okay dis time(: aand see, even one of my fren now has given birth. its like so amazing! so fast~! well, all ive gotta do is just adapt with all dis situations dat i have and currently going thru. cos i know ill be able to cope i hope. and im scared. scared for first dae of work. 12 more daes. will be counting dwn.. grrrrrrrrrr..........
babylove,i hate all the small little fights we have dis few daes..youll get fucked up and so do i. im sorie cos i know i will get overboard sometimes. but i just dun know why im too hot tempered. only you know how to handle me. and only you know wad ill do to persuade you to follow my waes and what i want only you will contstantly wanna see me smile and not showing you tat grumpy face wen ever we fight and i constantly wont give in only you have the patience to put up with my nonsensical attitude only you have the courage to be out in thee public and be embarrased with me wen we fight only you have the all little courage to be with me all dis while only you have the balls to meet up with all of my family menbers though you know some of them are preety strictt with me yet you willing to take the risk and meet them years ago only you knows how it feels in my heart alone all dis while only you can stand my loudness and all my fucked up words only you have the courage to come to my house give me folwers without feeling embarrased with my family members and make dem smile only you know how to handle small kids when youre with me only you knows how to entertain every single small cousins i have and only you who will gif me suprises during my bdae with all ur flowers and ballons without feeling akward & lastly only you willing to do all dat just for me. thank you khairul anwar, youre such a sweetheart (: dun play with my heart again..
