im still not asleep yet.
though it alrdy 10.13 now.
this post mite sound random.
but its just a feeling of mine after hearing "syarahan".
indeed i dun noe hw to explain it to you people who are not muslims.
some sort of you gg to church n hear the father giving his speech?
hah..i dun noe.
ok.
the topic was about sum issue about parents.
abusing parents and stuffs.
you are not supposed to like raise a litle bit of voice to your mum.
cox mum is like the one person whom you cant be rude with.
even how nasty ur mum can be.
even how bad your mum is.
even if your mum has pass away,your shud sae sum prayers.
do prayers for your mum so she'll rest in peace.
she'll be uphappy even though she's gone.
and your life mite not be smooth if u ever hurt ur mum.
and i realise that mother is the one thing on earth that you cant be played around with.
and dun ever say that your mum nvr loves you.
omg.m i being emo.
i cnt take it.
i feel so horrible.
i guess im a baad daughter.
i dun pray.
yes i admit.
but dat doesnt mean i dun love my mum.
i do love her.
but words are just words ryte.'
i nid to do actions.
pray for my mum.
i do sumtymes.
n dats the key word.
sumtymes.
not good.
at all.
nvm.forget about it.
it will be a dam long post if i were ever wan to solve thish solution or figure things out.
i din expect dat she would act dat wae.
i admit i was happy wen u broke up with him.
but den i seemed to pity you after he tell me abt u.
abt wad u din.
hw u actualli acted so cheap n hug n kiss does guys who u just consider dem as ur frens.
i noe its your life.
but i know you.
i cnt pretend i dun noe you.
he told me dat he gave you an advice not to be so cheap n change instantly n go to any guys.
youre a lady.
i not i an any perfect.
i admit i still have my faults n stufff.
but den i realli hipe u dun do stoopid things which u mite regret one dae.
sumhow i pity u although do hate you due to sum reasons.
but den i dun noe.
nevertheless,i hope your happy with your life now.
so yeah.
ntg much happen lately.
as usual werk n werk.
one more week to go.
25th is my comprehensive exam.
food carving,creative dessert,bartendering and doing flambe.
will be shivering though.
ive yet to rmmbr my 25 international cocktail.
i think i rmmbr like onlie 2/3 or more.
cox im always confused with my garnish,glasses used n sum ingredients which one to put ferst.
haha.but more or less i noe la can.haha
after this week,one more week to go.
i dun wan to stay bck to guide the new batch of dtm students to do service.
sum were choosen but den they cnt make it as due too sum of the international students g bck to their country. so sum volunter to help n clear their make up as well.
lucky i dun have any make up for now.
haha.
one week of break in early july n den im off to sch again.
haha!
looking forward.
miss studying life.
haha.
did i just say dat.
the other shift ,as in other half of my class is always having politics problem.
mr vincent tan came again just now.
i tink was talking to the other shift people as they received complaint.
the letter was wrote to the CE.
i think they were pissed la sumhw.
haish.
im blesses being in my grp.
sum hw or rather i am la.haha.
okok.enuff said.
i nid a nap!
werking tml.tada!
sorie.random no piccas.
lazy!
