haven been updating though i had my PH on monday and off on tuesday. but cnt seem to be enough! wanna start talking about last sunday? it seems so long ago.. kinda lazy wanna update about every single thing. one thing for sure i feel like just closing down my blog. so empty so boring i guess. the same old thing every single thing. still thinking la hor.
everyday is just god dam same old tngwork work and more of work. sick sick n sick for sure. i just freaking hate it you know. totally bored talking about it every single day. though happy one more week to end this misery, ive yet come to the worst department yet. i cnt see how im supposed to work with that department. which equals to lacking of leisure tyme for sure and means i cnt even see babylove as much as i wan too. sesungghunyer aku akan giler cos he's like my air to breathe! he told me it'll be okay but i dont know! 2 freaking months you know. 8 god dam weeks you know! 54 days sia!! OMG! farking shit! now i want time to pass faster. oh well forget bout it larh! buat org binget jek!
wad i did ehk for the pass few days? hahha. i feel so old cnt even remember things! kuang kuang kuang.
from sunday all the way to tuesday, all i ever remembered was i had fun fun fun spending time with babylove. sleepover at my house sun 5pm all the way till tuesday 1130pm. wad more can i ask for. nothing. he was being sweet all the time. i just love you more each day baby. your sacrifices you make for me, loving me with all the flaws i have, no man can ever do that for me. and for sure, not only me, but my fam loves and care for you too sayang. you know that dont you? (: wednesday was as usual work non stop. love fetched me till thurs. friday he had to go over to tanglin for his work. APEC mah.. he had duty at Shangri-La hotel. even now, he's having his duties. 12 hour shift. but i guess he did more though. kecian though he had only 2 hours of sleep yesterdae yet he still fetched me at 4plus just now. told him not too yet he still does. i felt bad but i tried to give in la. kasi dia makan and stuff. but he just din have the mood though. wonder how is he doing now.
love makes me go mad. i go GAGA over him all the time. even though 3 years has passed and we're still in a relationship, dating sessions still one like those couple who just got together. i think some of you will understand. and now, im here stuck blogging. but gonna head to bed soon cos im freaking tired. wont talk about it. even breakdown in front of love the first thing when i get to see him. i guess when im down, tired and just cnt take the presure of the work itself, i just breakdown and definately need love by my side. i told him umpteen times im sorry cos i dun have anyone elese to say too. cos he's my mummy,my daddy,my best fren,my bestest bestes fren,my enemy at times and just everything and for sure my love one. nevertheless, im loving you more each day for sure and nothing else matters. we will pull this thru alright baby. (:
and to cik eein, hope you get well soon. he just has an operation few days ago cos a glass cut thru his eyes. seram ehk. dam freaky dam gross! eww! but glad he's alright. already at home now. considered lucky though. hopefully he'll get well soon! (: yesterdae had hell ouuta fun with the fam. talking here and there. ehk, was it the day before? either one la ehk.haha. cik ani was there, even cousin was there since he's back from Australia. together with eva, we talk and talk and talk. heheh! fun! was shock i got my licience alrdy! ahah. dier plak skrg confident nak ambek 2A licience already. since eva has her's already. hehe. she has KTM 4 if im not wrong. wow! hehe. so cute. but i had to go off since we were fetching cik wan from work. i had some conflict with this god dam freaking driver. pissed! hmmm... as ususal den spend time with love (:
ehk, banyak jugak ehk aku berbual nie! haha. alrite then. till next time people. i dun know when is the next time ill update but, see yah!
PS: Khairul Anwar ku, I MISS YOU LIKE FARK!
