been a while since i really update this dusty blog of mine. and this will be a short one i hope. cos my head is like giving me a big problem. my head and my neck is aching like mad. i tried to endure since idk when. now i cnt take it and after updating for a while, im gonna tuck in to bed. why? cox im working at 9am tml. and for the rest of the week,im goonna be in the 3-11 shift. dammit! and thurs will be my off day which means sian. cos he already promise me weekend off, but just for this comming week,cnt accomodate to it cos people taking leave and clearing off PH. off day, accompanying akak to check up i guess, cos any moment she can just give birth! scary i tell you ti see her tummy that way. mcm can burst like that.
20th sep, ferst day rayer,initial shift was 3-11 again, but then i manage to change with seng yee and got 8-4pm instead(: yayness. then will be working 3-11 shift mos of the tim. sian. but contented cox why, the 3 F1 days, ill be taking my leave! yayness! (: which means, 26th, my special day, ill be slacking sumone i guess. ehk khai khai. haha. *hint* *HINT* (: but sadly, this year i wont be buying any new rayer clothes. simply cos i aint like any other people who has parents to give them money to buy new clothes. all the years, its been me buying all those, buy since im kinda broke, why? cos my TP is like in oct which means alot and i mean ALOT of money is needed. plus i have some other issues to handle. at the same time, i dun think ill be at home most of the time cos work occupy most of my time. and barely i think i will go out for rayer. so yea. since maseh ader baju rayer yg last yeaar, ill just use that. dun care waad people wanna say, as long i know how to prioritise my money with the things i think is way important than others. cox im the one earning my own money, spending it and no chioce gotta think bout how to spend the money.
only you know why i am in this state. all cos of my own blood. dam it. hate it. but on a brighter side,im happy cox i know that babylove will alwasy be there for me no matter what trouble i am. and since he's working already im happy that he can help me a little and definately he wont be shy to do that. even if we spend little, i know you have savings and i know i have the future with you. masa depan i terjamin. as for me, once a hold that diploma cert,once a have that stable job i need, its my turn to save. and once i reach 21, itll be a bright future. ryte b? i hope so everything will go smoothly. its just between mw and the close ones. shall not disclose it here. been having so much fun with the love ones, meet ups with the shatec clans, having so much fun and definately the family and my dearest khaikhai. (: sahur with you, buka with you, thanks love for that. (: i love you and only you. wont be meeting you for long once you book out ): due to my stoopid 3-11 shift from wed onwards ): we will pull thru ehk baby,willing to meet up early just for you (:
irritated by the fact that i wanna rebond my hair, but i have to bun hair all the time during work. its like ruining my hair kn. like wtf. thish year, really not the year to be glam and stuff. step dwn a little. and definately looking forward for 2010. new begining,new image,new year,no longer a teenager,new job and almost everything new. cnt waet to change new fone asap. soon when i get $$$$ insyallah. 2 months time. (: eh b? ;p alright then, till then! will blog when the time comes! biler da berhabuk den i blog! hahah! in the mean time, miss me! :p
