Khairul Anwar,
I'm lost for words. I don't know what else to say to you after all this shits that has happen to me. Maybe not shits just something I cnt take it and have to go thru it for the next month or so. Only you know how much I am suffering here and you never fail to be der for me looking at me, getting worried cos this little gerl of his. for many days I felt so stressed out you are the one patiently waiting for me, ensuring I'm ok before you head home, let me cry out loud and hug me as me to be patient and just think it'll be over soon. How I wish I've got your patience and strength to carry on. Even when I told not to come you just want to, why? Cos you somehow know I'm not okay and needed you there cos you're my listening ear. Despite getting scolded you just don't mind being out every night just to fetch me home ensuring I'm safe at home. You cnt bear to see me in that state. What more could I ask from you?nothing. Cos why? Cos I know no one else can ever do that for me. Even if that sumone like you, nothing can change cos I love you not other. It's you that I want. And thanks again for all your hardship that you have done for me. You're someone special. Someone I truely adore. Someone I know who loves me for real and someone I just wanna spend time with when I grow old. Sounds familiar b? You know what I meant. Thanks again for everythng. My words are just to show how much I approciate you and love you. I'm just speechless. I love you.
Post meant for my most loving boyfriend, Muhammad Khairul Anwar bin Kamaruddin.
Don't need to ask why I'm stressed our. Won't disclose it here. I just fell fucked up. I want July to pass faster. Please. Thank you.
