have not been blogging for the past two daes. ntg much cos im perfectly enjoying as it was supposed to be (: but didnt mean my khaian. his mummy was sick. she kena food poisoning. im sure you all have either read the newspapers or either heard from the televisyen itself. the geylang serai rojak stall. and apparently before this hundred have gone to the hospital to check up and lucky baby's mum is okay after eating medication. and to my suprise, one have just died todae. i really dun know wads gonna happen to the owner. gosh. serious shiit sia this problem. oh well never mind. well today was quite a pretty busy day for me. i went over to cik leha's house early in the morning to gave her azmi's milk powder and frozen curry puff. thanks to babylove for heloing me order every single time. help me order help me get cheap price and help me send it to my house(: appriciate it lots. then head over to bank cos i freaking lost my i banking device. CB. shiit idk where it went. then head over to giant(: shop for household chores and spent like 100 plus for that! yahla. i cnnot depend on my uncle to buy all the stuffs to eat at home. moreover im just his niece who stays with him. ever since im alone in this world w/o my parents, ive been staying with my aunty and uncle. cnnot expect to burden them more. only me and me understand wad im feeling. i just dun wanna burden any more of my family members as they have been so supportive over me all these years.
and i hope they will understand me further if i said i dun wanna continue study anymore. at least not for now? i want some part of me badly wanna study futher, taking bachelor,double major in marketing and hospitality but idk. idk wads stopping me. i just hope you;ll understand. i wanna werk and feel the real world out there. let me feel the pressure and let me decide. let me get married when the time is right and give me blessing. im sure you guys wants the best for me and at east i think dis is so far wad ive plan for future my future ahead. the rest of the people out der have family to discuss about their future not for me. i have to do it all by myself. and for now, dis is my plan. at least it is.
and my love, i totally had a fabulous time with you. the lauging moments we had and the fighting moment over at my house. hilarious. shopped at giant like we own the place. find stuffs with you and just being with you makes my another half complete. i fell i have and gonna have a family real soon. never once i felt this wae. maybe i feel better dis wae and i wish it will stay dis wae. cooking for you has always been great. like today, no matter wad you'll be der and taste my food. haha. well, im glad ive found you. only time will tell if youre my truly another half. to be with, till the rest of my life. and only time will tell if we will be legally together. and im so touched by you mum's word. "anwar da kua tau nk ambek shasha. take care okay biler keluar pasal ujan ader guruh sumer" its simple and sweet yet it feeels that there so much meaning for me. she's like my mum too(: i remember that picture? it was our ferst few daes togada(:love her and i love you (:
kay people, need to wake up early to help out my juniors and cikgu tml! have a good weekend! and go yckss PERTAME make us pround as always! (:
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