i miss my boo here. been home since 245pm. online and looking for stuff for quite a while already. den i realise i haven book my TP. so i went online and book. so yeah. finally (: july it will be. in the mean time... i shall just go for lesson and make sure im okay by july.. which i think i will... just preety scared for circuit.. seems difficult.. but oh weell.. cik wan has been saying that nvmm.. july ok.. hopefully i pass alrdy by rayer can drive. i pray hard..(: i really hope i can pass by dis year... ibu, i hope you know im doing okay for now.. wish me luck though youre no longer in this world im sure you know wad i want.. called babylove ask him if i really book the date correctly.. haha. scared i cock eye.(:practically, idk wad to do. perharps will take a nap later. my head is spinning like nobody's business. the weather is horrible this days. one moment it can pour heavily and the other moment its freaking hot. grandma not at home. bibik busy cooking. my dearest fieqa syanise is sleeping soundly. haha. disturb her later(: oh well.. can the dae past faster.. i wan wed to come. so i can meet dearest.(: oh well, going off now. enjoy the rest of the week people!(:
and yah. i just wish to do smnthg which will make me happy. lots of shopping and treatment for my hair. need to check up on wad treatment are available to make my hair betterr. anyone knows? please tell me(: thank you!
*editted part* 9.25pm*
p/s: im still in the state of freaking freaking shock.. my babygerl my bestie, known her since primary sch is pregnant. dueing soon. this thurs? i told her i dam sad she din tell me and my another bestie. but im ok. cos i know she has her own reason. i still love you babygerl. ask ur husband to msg me wen u gif birth alrdy ok? i wanna see ur cute lil baby boy.. hehe. (: jadik in the mean time aku lei jadik god mother dier ehk.(: im so glad ure settled down alrdy.. so happy for you.. since i din hear from you for quite some time. da sanding bilang ok? jemput aku! (:
im still in the shocking moodd..haha. just cnt take it off my mind. so sudden.. okay just ahd my ice cream just not. atap seed and choc flavour..from apek ice cream. ahah. sometimes i think the cheapest choc is nicer then the most expensive ones. i just love the flavour.. cnt help it.. if only they sell in tubs... for sure ill buy. plus the choc flavour has its own flavour.. diff from the rest..seriously.. freaking nice! i bought two. kept one just in case i wanna eat later or tmmrow? (:
i told dearest smnthg todae. b, biler nk tunang? haha. cos i saw dis lady blog she's 20 and she got engage few daes back.. told him cm best g2 ehk. haha. den he say few years dwn will be ours.. i told him im alright... i wanna get a stable job ferst before we proceed on to further things.. so funny. den he's like why so random. i guess jodoh pertemuan sumer di tangan tuhan. only he knows who youre meant to be with and who youll be together with forever.. i just realise that im stepping into the adult world dam soon. we're like making choices for our ownself soon. even now we're alrdy doing it. really dam fast.. just cnt believe it. but oh well stop dwelling about it. just continue with the life we have. and make full use of it(:
okay im done i think? talking with dearest about some stufff!(: tada! (:
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