weell,im back from batam since yesterdae.
but i cnt seem to log yesterdae.internet have been slow lately and i kinda hate it.and ive got some pictures to upload though.besides the internet problem,my head was spinning like nobody's business.i hate it.and i feel like vomitting at the same time.due to the ride back home.seasick.wen i went over to batam i had the same problem too.im kinda lazy to blog about wad happen over at batam.so dun bother to write la huh.der's ntg much realli.i went der to buy just keropok2 and stuff.bought sum for dearest khai.since i din get to buy for him anything.like wad the hell la.cos i only like bought for myslef a bra,panty and 2 pj (: sweet. sumone saw me wearing it todae and think its nice ryte.though it was jarang abit. see,it was dam pahthetic.but the food was nice though.overall it was okay.seriously.except for the shopping part and the pathetic place.holiday inn was supherb!(: i love the suite room.and definately the massage.ferst time experience massage.so kuku.hahaha.
though i didnt realli forgive you,my love for you is strong.i hope you'll change and meant every single word you said.like was cik farah said to me you realli showed you were stoopid and regretting every single step you made wen you contact dat bitch.ive tried to hate you in every single wae i can wen i was away and ignored you but i cnt.2 years plus being with you,there are so much memories,so much obstacles we've went thru,so many thing we did and i cnt simply leave you.being with you is all i ever wanted.ive tried to hate you,throwing you stuff and all but it doesnt seemed to work.like ive said,no more ok.youre gonna lose me if dis happen.and for now,i believe dat the fights we had,will make us even stronger.i hope.i guess it will.being able to hug you just now,makes the world go round.ive miss you so much and i miss those hugs from you.hurting you wen im angry sucks.and being able to hug you was just the best thing i could ever imagine.(:
spent time with dearestkhai cos i need to gave me sum keropok.haha.cos got ntg to buy over at batam.but i din bring it along.so after si gendut had her religious class i ask her to accompany me to the bank.had sum money issue to settle.den i walk with her to her house but i stop sumwhere near and took a cab over to tamp cox dearestkhai was waeting alrdy.so yeah.bought 2 top.haha.den bought one fer him cox feel bad din but for him anithing at batam.we got the same one but mine was a bit diff.(: den head over to the deposit machine again.deposit money.look out for my gold anklet.will be arriving in two weeks tim.so gotta waet! den off to tm.bought another two top.crazy.haha.and dear bought 3 top as well.den off to see other staff.actually wanted to buy more clothes,but dearestkhai said dun spend all of my money.cox i still wanna buy sum stuff over at bugis and town so save up a bit.(: will be going town soon perharps dis week to get my staff.(:
went to ntuc.i swear we spend alot.haha.took a cab back home,scared grandma need help. she was sick after we came back from batam.poor her.so stayed indoors.ordered pizza and had ou late lunch/breakfast.hehe(: i hope things will go smoothly for 2009.i realli hope so.2008 was a rocky year for me.but life is always like dat.nothing always go smooth.you dun know wad will happen next,but in the mean time,treasure wad you have(: still thinking wad to do during contdown.not sure yet.akak asking cik wan if wanna go movida or not.but not sure yet.maybe im following if dear wanna go or go sumwhere else.still pending.alrite people,have a great time alrite. in the mean time, take care ok.enjoy your last few daes of 2008!(:
im lazy to upload the pictures.so,yeah,take care people!
