im at my lowest now.
all thanks to that someone whom i tot would not hurt me dis deep.
i was hoping that sumone who love you dearly would not hurt you dis much.
but i guess i was wrong.
anyone in these world can hurt you freaking bad no matter how much you love that person.
i guess a person who loves you more den anything else are the ones dat hurt you the most at times.
why do i deserve dis kind of treatment from you?
wad wrong have i done to you till dis is wad i get from you?
i did ntg wrong.yes dats wad you said.but you hav no answer to why you do all dis to me.
i cnt help it bu to feel freaking mad at you.
not wanting you back is just the thing is wanna do.
but sumtimes its just so hard.
i hate you for now.nothing can ever bring back the old me.
the old nisha that is being kind with you every no and den.
you are lucky my family loves you.but dun be too happy cos dat doesnt mean they will side you all the time cos they wont.i am their dearly love one.no you.cos no matter,i am the one they love.ure just an outsider.
i dont deserve the treatment you gave.
and to dat freaking bitch,dun act as if ntg happen and dun try to beat wad im trying to sae cos wadever i sae,is true.and youre at fault.i admit he was also.but so wad?it needs two hands to clap ok.ive gt ntg else to sae got im preety much upset.
im feeling a very down today thanks to some people who made me feel dis wae.
i swear i dun deserve all dis.
lucky i still have my frens and my family members to talk too.
thank to grandama,bibik,and specially thanks to my dearest akak and amy for being der for me.
will be away for a moment.my mind definately need a rest.
and to you,
like wad ive said,you'll pay a price for all this that has happened.
one month?one year? we see how thing go and how you'll prove thing to me.
no doubt youre still sumone whom i dearly love deep down my heart.
but ure still that someone who hurt me the most ryte now.
proud of dat?thanks though.
its gonna be tough for you.lets see wheathe the i love you part makes you serious.is dat for real?some one gonna prove dat.not just stoopid sweet words?
