random...
hmm..just gt bck frem werk?
boat show 2008..
shALL not mention abt it..
haha..
to those werking der u shud noe wad i mean..
haha..
ok...im FAt..
realli FAt!
i hate the fats i have in my tummy n my waist..
dam ugly...!
i hate the fats i have at my upper arm...
i hate my legs...fatss...dam it...
i just hate my body can..
dam..
i hate it..
dam fat..
fuck..
i dam fat cn..
wth..
i realli hate..
sae wadever u want to sae..
be it i have low self esteem or wadever crap,
i totally hate the wae i look..
not as in my face la..
my looks cnt help it..no matter wad i gt is a give frem god..
but my fats dat i got is realli brought upon myslef..
sucks..
i wanna grow lighter but cnt be bothered to kip away frem my snacks..
but todae i managed to eat onli 1 ice cream n no other snnacks..
still not good enuff..
im finding waes to yeah...gt away frem food...
i cnt help it but to kip on thinking abt my body size...
i cnt imagine growin fatter..
i will look like a giant! wtf...!!
eeew! i dun wan..i dun wan..
if ernie can do it so do i!
i will!
i can!
i hope so..
siannn...!!




