the feeling sucks wen you have to actualli speak in a "fren" tone despite the years you've been togada..
was rather weird though..
i cnt talk to u like i normally doo...
calling u,"b,wad u doin?" "dear,i love you!"...
i cant do dat..
sucks!
after talking to u in msn,i just feel weird..
i dun wan things to go thish wae...
yeah..i agreed..
im sick of all the arguments we had..
n yah...im stoopid enuff to ask fer it yet u dun wan n i still urge to do it..
stick to my bloody decision dat made u say yes to my decision...
asking u stoopid questions like will u still love me in the future?
will u want me bck if i wan u bck?
will u still waet fer me?
m i stoopid?
i realli couldnt see u being out with another gal..
i hate it..
cox yes..
i admit..i still love u..
yes i do..
my ego is too huge n too much to admit at tymes..
i hate it myself too..
after talking in msn..
n after realising dat i realli nid u..
i realli love u..
dat i realli cnt afford to c u with other gerls..
to c myself crying n crying n crying while talking to u makes me realise..
eh yah...why m i doing all thish wen i nid u..
just let me be alone fer a while n let me settle my exams ferst..
ill be the normal gal u noe again...+)
yah...karin's farewell party tml!
enjoy!
party till late nite!!
fri not schling..
cool....best..!
big exams tml!
must pass..!
k till den..
i nid to read up on my wine list n sum stuff!=)
till den..
mwahss!
Ps:i love you.
