Sunday, October 25, 2009
 this week was dam freaking happy for me. reason being, baby was out on thurs due his stoopid camp, which makes him dam freaking tired. and sesungguhnyer ive never seen him this tired before. his heavy beg made it worst and i felt guilty cos he fetch me with his heavy beg all the way from changi to clarke quay waiting for me to end work and fetch me home. so yah, he even fall asleep while watching tv in my house. so friday as usual, came to fetch me again, our 3rd year anniversary togada. though we din have a special celebration cos both tgh pokai, my pay will only be in next week, and hubby spend most of his pay on me and save the rest, we went walk2 and headed home as usual. (: like i once told him, nothing even matters as long as he'll always be there with me. and guess wad? we've been fetching and sending cik wan to work. haha. and ive been drving him all the time. so funny you know. we had laughter all the way from thurs to now. just because of driving. cik wan plak have been asking me to send him to work or fetch him to work. his favourite sentence will be "cha, antar cik p work ehk.?" hahah! funny sia. but im happy at least im getting better or at least driving will be better. like seriously, driving with an instructor beside and on your own is definately laen giler babi sia! but im loving it! next wekk though i get ff on thurs, will be driving again, cos i plan t go out an have fun with my dearest! got craving for satay la shey! so either will be eating at sempang bedok, the esplanade nyer eating place atau bedok corner la..we will see how. and me being cheeky as always will get my hands on something new biler pay day comes, plus the other day when cik leha was here, she offered to bring the clothes that ive never wear before or either wore once, and sell it to her budak2 MALAS. hopefully keching keching will come in soon! at least the things i need i can get! (: lets see, what did i do taday? woke up, baby was alrdy at my house, slacked, i bath, get ready and we send akak and fieqa to her mum's place. grandma tag along since at ferst she wanted to go geylang. but in the end we end up going to giant instead. just like we did yesterdae. haha! ( after send cik wan to work, kiter mlencong to ikea just to have ice cream and brownies! togada with yuyul! haha) walk around, bought groceries and off to compass to do something and home sweet home. since baby brought car as well, we had to leave his car over at my house multi story carpark. tapi takot jugak sak pasal takot kenek saman! hahah! da park krete cik wan, we eat slack again and owent out he drive this time maen pat carpark! hahah. so my day has been great. will be better next week! (: baby took a photo of me drivng and say i look so tense up! hahah! take a look! mcm siiiakkkk! hahahah! okay watever la. 
see? yela. the feeling different la. and i freaking hate it when i have to park. cos i still have to learn alot from it. like without the ole cam ner. i totally suck at it for now. not really suck la cumer belum pandai.haha. kasik pole uh conferm lei nye! hahaha! like wth ehk. thats why for now, i need baby to be there with me when i drive cos i need him to help me see stuffs. lau tak mati aku! other then that nothing much la! (: loving my khai more these days, willing to tahan at my bad temper to him, especially when driving. so hard just to get down on one decision.so irritating sia. haish. need to control this temper of mine. oh people! satio and aino is alrdy out in mobile stores! omg omg! lawa giler la shey! but that khaikhai dun wanna use sony ericssion alrdy! benci! mati mati nak try htc and other brand! benci shey b.! gosh. im missing him alrdy. till friday we will meet baby! ill be fetching you love. take care okay. i love you till bits.! and people, take care and enjoy your weekday tml! im goonaa hate it due to work. fucking shit! benci nk p clarke quay. benci nak p tmpt to, but in the end, no choice! arghhh!!!!! bubye! till my next update!!!
♥Signing off, Chacha
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
 its 21st october already! rusty rusty blog. ala... i bet seldom pon people read my blog. am i right? hahah. oh well, bee busy with work as usual. and as usual ive got tns to complain after few weeks of keeping quite bt the way they are treating us. not sure how my othr fellow mates are doing but for sure im not really gna be happy with my life at work. dats for sure. maybe exception for siska. because ofher im happy in that department now. cos ill always go crazy with her, cry with her and we almost share every single thing togada. one thing for sure yang sesungguhnye membuat aku binget setengah mati is they are fucking fucking fucking god dam mother fucking ikot kulit drg yang pikir banyak peh putih tau bersih tu. puki taik. (what ever. sorie for the vulgarities) i just cnt stand it. being there for 5 mths seems like 5 years. and to that god dam freaking bitch, dun act as if you know every single thing. youre there for like few months also k. just that you thing youre so great! argh! just cnt stand her! irritating such a pain in the ass tau tak! muke taik! harap jek lawa prangai puki tiang! picking on people that is of a lower rank then you. just waet till i officially graduate! itu pon i wun be working there uat mate saket jek! okay enough of all this ehk people. uat org binget jek~
dearest khaikhai is officially my driver since july. and since oct 15, im a driver myself! (: my close one, lau naak tau you all kol jela ehk. but apparently some da tau la eh (: hehe. syukur alhamdullilah.! so many ting happen all these while. babay's 20th bdae, to the leaves that i have taken cos khaikhai had his leave also (: to the trip to town where fightss here and there happen mcm ribut tauffan, to the suckies day at work, my dearest khaikhai is at ubin now and he's so farking hate it. so manyn things happen which i myself dun get a chance to touch ths lappy and update my rusty blog,padahal im always surfing the net with the Itouch. replying things little by little but just plain lazy to update my blog. just got that sudden urge to use this red lovely lappy of mine. mcm suddenly rindu. rindu uat project, rushing thru the datelines. haha. conferm lepas nie nak buat report for my final test susah giler! satu tahun otak mati nak uat report lak. and khai khai has been pastering me to start at least a bit pasal nnti susah, and me being plain laZy in the arse, tak nak dgr cakap dier. bluek! hahah. something random. haha. ermm, i just love my fam. i mean my aunt and uncle and grandma that im staying with, including cik leha and cik ani. even though how hard our life is we never mengeluh and always be by each other side. yes, we are having like a lil financial difficulty, sesak sini saner this month. for me, pasal most of my gaji gone towards my Traffic Police test, which i didnt mengeluh, pasal ader hikmah disebalik itu (: akak pulak, due to giving birth, due gone to fina syaista, dats something good also. money gone bukan pasal bende tak senonoh! see? so wad ever we have, makan jelah. theres no use picking on things to eat at these very crucial point of time (: but end of the month is comming and it means money comming.! nak buy wad i wanna buy! (: and to my dearest aunty's that supports me and the fam all the way no matter wad, thank you so much. i leanr alot from all the stories share and the things we've gone thru. (;
and definately not forgetting muhammad khairul anwar, thanks for every single thing youve done for me, and definately my fam. thank you so so much my love. other people can despise you for what ever shit reason that have in mind, but definately not me. okay maybe some times i get frusfrated and just talk things whcich is not supposed to be aniwae, im sorry. youre just the sweet heart and for some reason i think god has sent me and angel after they took one away from me. i hope things will last. thanks for everysingle thing that you gave me and my fam. i realise how much you love not only me butmy fam. its just so difficult to describe, and let it be between you and me including my fam know what i mean. baby, youre the greatest gift i ever had, and just in case i wont be blogging on 23rd oct itself, let me wish you and advance 3rd year anniversary baby. im falling for you every single moment ever single second (:
currently wacthing singapore idol! charles dedicating the song fall for you for his girlfriend! so sweeeet!!!!!! menusuk di kalbu shey all the spore idol singing for their love ones! im missing khai khai! ): till then people! take care!
♥Signing off, Chacha
Sunday, October 4, 2009
 sesungguhnye blog nie da berabok setelah sekian lamer tak di update. haha. wadever larh. so mendaks my hair colour da fade cumer pat bwh2 jek got my colour and highlite. sesungguhnye mengamok can. i must tahan..few more months to go till the attachment is done. like 6 more months? freaking shit can. pic above was taken during my birthday. haha. which is happy belated to me,Qin and my only one Khairul Anwar! (: now is alrdy like 3rd oct. kuang kuang kuang. not that ive got no time to blog. i admit im busy with work, but when i go online, all i do is to surf the net. dats all. usual thing is read blog and Mainly, looking at online clothes (: loving it. and addiction i must say and khakhai for sure will laugh his ass off me cos i once told him i wun get addicted for sure. haha. mcm paham la konon kan. (: rayer is definately not as amazing as usual. many things just got in the wae and sum how or rather i hated this year. futher more, i kinda hate turning 19. cm bad luck g2. haha. sesungguhnye turning into a big fat 20 next year makes me excited. (: birthday celebration was normal. sesungguhnye malas nak cerite. who ever was there my fam especially khaikhai for that bear cum flower cum chocolate delivery from flower hut early in the morning (: malu deeehhh... (: and that for the beautiful top and dress. in return i got him his bdae present clinique happy man perfume togather with the body wash. and he was so loving it till he'll continue using it if finished. (: just love it la. though ntg so special (: being ard with him and the fam. oh yah! almost slipped my mind! 25th september, just before mine,which is on the 26th september, FIENA SYAISTA was born! cutteeee! so da tau la, thoguh i went out on the days i had my off day, i had to be at hospital for 3 consecutive days. cxant stop looking at her (: 
cute kan cute kan. hehe. geram sungguh! will be doing rooms till nov. hated it. wont elaborate so much. wad i know is just i wanna get dis freaking ovver and done with! i swear. god help me to pull thru dis obstacle for me. praying hard. dis month is just full of excitment. and idk how to explain this feeling of mine. 15th oct will be d day, if i dun pull thru, it'll be till long long time until i try again. i fucking hate dis feeling. 23rd, my big day. you and me baby. trhe 3rd year anniversary. will update till den i guess? hahah! so many thing going ard that idk wad to say. and before i end dis post, just see a few things i wish to eat! banyak tau! haha! take care people! mwahh! (: seafood platter over at fish & co
chocolate tart from kak aishs's sis
long john silver's shirmp and cheese salsa
chocolate milk tea from cup walker
nacho with cheese
mac jack's chocolate cake
pasta cabornara with chicken ham
ben and jerry's cookies and cream
famous amous, no nut choc chip and double choc chip and pecan
cheese fries
meringus(sound mcm hingus!) from kak aisha's sis
now tell me how m i supposed to eat sumer niek! hahaha... enjoy!
ps:baby, im so happy we made it dis far (: Labels: khairul anwar my policeman
♥Signing off, Chacha
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this week was dam freaking happy for me. reason being, baby was out on thurs due his stoopid camp, which makes him dam freaking tired. and sesungguhnyer ive never seen him this tired before. his heavy beg made it worst and i felt guilty cos he fetch me with his heavy beg all the way from changi to clarke quay waiting for me to end work and fetch me home. so yah, he even fall asleep while watching tv in my house. so friday as usual, came to fetch me again, our 3rd year anniversary togada. though we din have a special celebration cos both tgh pokai, my pay will only be in next week, and hubby spend most of his pay on me and save the rest, we went walk2 and headed home as usual. (: like i once told him, nothing even matters as long as he'll always be there with me. and guess wad? we've been fetching and sending cik wan to work. haha. and ive been drving him all the time. so funny you know. we had laughter all the way from thurs to now. just because of driving. cik wan plak have been asking me to send him to work or fetch him to work. his favourite sentence will be "cha, antar cik p work ehk.?" hahah! funny sia. but im happy at least im getting better or at least driving will be better. like seriously, driving with an instructor beside and on your own is definately laen giler babi sia! but im loving it! next wekk though i get ff on thurs, will be driving again, cos i plan t go out an have fun with my dearest! 
