Monday, November 23, 2009
 23rd Nov means its a love day for us,thanks for being here since 23rd Oct 06 baby.
yes, time checked : 0755 AM. gosh, why am i even awake early in the morning when im working at 3pm later on? oh well, my ans would be, im dam freaking scared to go to work AGAIN, reason being? simply, i'll be over at other department which scares the hell outta me the most. secondly, my nose is being such a bitch cos one side of it blocked. thirdly, i just cant waet to msg baby wishing him the usual thing every 23rd and lastly cos i cnt stop thinking of iPhone and thinking of selling my ipod to idk who!
so many things going thru my mind. idk if certain things are necessary to think of! baby has assured me, he'll always be there whenever he can so that i wont break down for the next two months which for sure i will break down larhs! fuck. oh well, forget it. back to what i was saying, i cnt waet for 17 Jan 10. will elaborate more on that perharps later. but ill keep on thinking bout that date. i will.
stayed at home the whole day yesterdae.actually not, did head over to tamp to sell of things. meet baby also,headed over to my crib and spent the time with him. perharp the last weekend for the next two month. I DONT KNOW! even if can meet you by the singapore river just to spend 2 or 3 hours with you, im willing to do that baby. cos all i need is you. things you said to me yesterdae ill keep it stored in my mind and my heart. thanks for all that.
okay, buying the iPhone yesterdae online wasnt the intention at ferst. we taught we could waet till we actually sell of our Ipod to get the iPhone. i know conplicated much. so now, both baby and me is holding on to two numbers, so who ever that know us, we will inform soon okay about the new number. okay so back to wad i was saying, baby was checking out the singtel shop online and look at the iphone. we got the black one. we were just meddling with the website, looking around here and there. we wanted to know the price we had to pay for the phone if we sigh up for the 56 bucks monthly subscription. was supposed to be 138, but they were having offer that the phone itself will be 88. and who ever have a new line subscription will get 100 dollars off, so we dun need to pay for the phone just the subscription at the end of the month. get it? haha! its okay if you guys dont. so baby aku nie yang pandai, he press confirm, pasal usually they will ask for visa number and stuff, but since it was free, the thing atually was being process! so transaction done! the singtel person wull deliver on 26th Nov itself. i was so dam shocked lorh! pakai my name lag! haha. it was so funny. we were laughing so hard!
then he said, he'll pay la if i didnt want it, but the matter of fact is we alrdy plan for it so just take la kan. since love has found someone to see his ipod too. but no avail for me! sad. yah so, thats the story. then love was suppose to be heading to camp already so i sent him off to the usual spot. went back home and sign up for the singtel shop again to purchase one more phone under baby's name. registered under my address. *i know the next two years, ill still be with you and even after two years, i know we will still be togada cos i cnt see you with other man, and me with other gerl, hell no!* (: you made my day yesterdae and make me sleep with a smile on my face! so sesungguhnyer we still to figure out if the order is already being processed. we feel macam we were just fooling round, so i get cik rose to help me check for me when she go to work todae. she'll inform me asap. (:
i miss my gfs,idk when i can ever meet you all next. hmm.. how bout countdown babies? you guys have any plans yet? hmm.. still pending anywae, idk where to go. idk id we're working or not. sian. if not countdown, perharps just dinner as usual? hmm.. we c about that. 2009 is ending soon, i hope 2010 will be a better one for us. i hated 2009 cos of alot of thing. financial difficulties, going tthru my *sweet* attachment, frnes come and go & many more. 2010 better job, better pay beetter person! (: till then, i really dun know when is the next til ill blog! till then!
♥Signing off, Chacha
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
cos when im with you, you make me fly
haven been working for the past two days. tomorrow then ill get back my ass to work. sick yesterday and i had to take MC. thanks love for being so sweet after that fight we had due to some stoopid and kinda lame thing after all was it? so he pick me up after work on monday. all i could remember was we head over to hougang and bought stuff for grandma. headed home afterwhich it was raining cats and dog. freaking heavy. thats all for monday. i guess. kind of?
yesterdae love came as early as 9plus in the morning headed over to CP to take my MC. went back home and had some good talking with love. i just love it that way. since mon all i ever did was to disturb him. see him smile like he always do. okay not really. he alwasys show me his step fierce abg2 kinda face. *menyampah* okay b. haha. so the only wae was to poke his hips (i mean some where near his hips and armpit that area?) whatever la. haha. and see hime smile and still nak step as if its not itchy at all. this few days has been great. seeing him smile. we joke around. been a while since we do that. im so glad we did. then evening headed over to tamp. did some busineess there and i wanted to eat gorreng pisang, so he was being sweet he knows i was god dam broke before my pay finally will come only next friday 27th Nov, he offered to get that for me. he always does. cos we just do la. even bought my all time favourite bubble tea knowing that we'll get thirsty after eating, we stop by the bus stop near the tamp lib and settle down there to eat before boarding the bus. nothing else beats spending time with him.
oh btw, did i mention while otw to tamp yesterday, we meet these few YP's around, okay i ean under my void deck smoking their ass off? like wtf ryte? the thing that made me upset was i du care if they wanna stare or wadever shit, but this particular guy, was staring at baby like he owns the world. while smoking. kirekan he's smoking hot la tu? ahh wadever. baby only said, "budak2, Haisz" so cute la he. he knows he cnt get into a fight, which i told him, not worth fighting with these people, so he was being cool. maklumla, my mr policemen katerkan. (: so pround of you. his patience has always been a plus point.
we had so much laughter looking at the way akak and cik wan act yesterdae. akak wanted to go to the movie with us, cos we initiated to go to watch 2012 or Paronornal Activity but the plan was ditched cos cik wan didnt wante to go, AS USUAL. haha. save money la, dade due anak la. actually kinda true. but its just a ,movie. haha. oh well, so we keep on laughing cum smiling all the way seeing their actions. so cute. khai was smiling and laughing all the way non stop. so cute. just love to see him smile. makes me melt you know. ehk tak ehk? haha. so after a while i told khai i wanted to head over to the playground nearby. it was random la. but idk whats up with me. wanted to tke pictures i did the matter of fact but i dun think ill be uploading cos ive got something else to upload. (: so yeah, afterwhich head over to the shop to buy my all time favourite sandwich choc biscut, jack n jill (; NICE. just some things that i realise yesterdae make me realise how lucky i am to be living with my fam and khai dispite how tight our financial situation is now. really. like khai is always there for me knowing that im horribly broke same ges to the fam. small little thing to you means the world to me baby. i felt bad at time, you pay all goes to me. the bills, the medical expenses, my transportation fee even my meals you had it all. what more can i ask for. ive help you once, and its my day now, thanks. i dont know what else to say but really thanks. i know youll say, youve said it umpteen times baby, its enough and its nothing. and ill continue to say, its a big thing, not nothing. though financially tight, we as a fam never blame each other bout it, instead we tried ways to find rezeki. work extra, we play and eat whatever we have and we still laugh hard. never stop being with each other at this hard time. thats something i like and i will remember till i grow up. money doesnt solve anything, it wont be able to even buy you the happiness that one needs. and thanks. i must say ive learn alot while growing up as an orphan. i promise ill stand on my own and wunt even bring any difficulties for you people. cos i know mum is looking and shell be proud of me one day. i love you all to bits. really do. (;
before i end my post, i have some pictures i wish to post. i just love looking at it. of course i do. i just realise the things youve done for me, the things youve said to make me a better person, the promises made, and always have the patience i me and asking me to look at the brighter side. (: you make me realise how deep our love is (:
"look on the brighter side, we suffer till january, afther that, ill finish my training and we can be happy for more than that two months." and i think its true. no pain no gain i guess? thanks love. you never fail to keep me smile. (:
so people, enjoy life as it is and i guess dun complain too much bout the things that you dun like, look on the brighter side. sure insyallah in the future, ader hikmah behind all thish (; take care and will be back SOON? haha.
cos i love you with that nerdy yet hot boy-ish look
then you became some hot man to me...
but,cant help it to say you look like matrep at times..
matrep atau bukan, you know ill always...
ill always love you till death do us apart Labels: may he bless us till we're officially together
♥Signing off, Chacha
Saturday, November 14, 2009
haven been updating though i had my PH on monday and off on tuesday. but cnt seem to be enough! wanna start talking about last sunday? it seems so long ago.. kinda lazy wanna update about every single thing. one thing for sure i feel like just closing down my blog. so empty so boring i guess. the same old thing every single thing. still thinking la hor. everyday is just god dam same old tngwork work and more of work. sick sick n sick for sure. i just freaking hate it you know. totally bored talking about it every single day. though happy one more week to end this misery, ive yet come to the worst department yet. i cnt see how im supposed to work with that department. which equals to lacking of leisure tyme for sure and means i cnt even see babylove as much as i wan too. sesungghunyer aku akan giler cos he's like my air to breathe! he told me it'll be okay but i dont know! 2 freaking months you know. 8 god dam weeks you know! 54 days sia!! OMG! farking shit! now i want time to pass faster. oh well forget bout it larh! buat org binget jek! wad i did ehk for the pass few days? hahha. i feel so old cnt even remember things! kuang kuang kuang. from sunday all the way to tuesday, all i ever remembered was i had fun fun fun spending time with babylove. sleepover at my house sun 5pm all the way till tuesday 1130pm. wad more can i ask for. nothing. he was being sweet all the time. i just love you more each day baby. your sacrifices you make for me, loving me with all the flaws i have, no man can ever do that for me. and for sure, not only me, but my fam loves and care for you too sayang. you know that dont you? (: wednesday was as usual work non stop. love fetched me till thurs. friday he had to go over to tanglin for his work. APEC mah.. he had duty at Shangri-La hotel. even now, he's having his duties. 12 hour shift. but i guess he did more though. kecian though he had only 2 hours of sleep yesterdae yet he still fetched me at 4plus just now. told him not too yet he still does. i felt bad but i tried to give in la. kasi dia makan and stuff. but he just din have the mood though. wonder how is he doing now. love makes me go mad. i go GAGA over him all the time. even though 3 years has passed and we're still in a relationship, dating sessions still one like those couple who just got together. i think some of you will understand. and now, im here stuck blogging. but gonna head to bed soon cos im freaking tired. wont talk about it. even breakdown in front of love the first thing when i get to see him. i guess when im down, tired and just cnt take the presure of the work itself, i just breakdown and definately need love by my side. i told him umpteen times im sorry cos i dun have anyone elese to say too. cos he's my mummy,my daddy,my best fren,my bestest bestes fren,my enemy at times and just everything and for sure my love one. nevertheless, im loving you more each day for sure and nothing else matters. we will pull this thru alright baby. (: and to cik eein, hope you get well soon. he just has an operation few days ago cos a glass cut thru his eyes. seram ehk. dam freaky dam gross! eww! but glad he's alright. already at home now. considered lucky though. hopefully he'll get well soon! (: yesterdae had hell ouuta fun with the fam. talking here and there. ehk, was it the day before? either one la ehk.haha. cik ani was there, even cousin was there since he's back from Australia. together with eva, we talk and talk and talk. heheh! fun! was shock i got my licience alrdy! ahah. dier plak skrg confident nak ambek 2A licience already. since eva has her's already. hehe. she has KTM 4 if im not wrong. wow! hehe. so cute. but i had to go off since we were fetching cik wan from work. i had some conflict with this god dam freaking driver. pissed! hmmm... as ususal den spend time with love (: ehk, banyak jugak ehk aku berbual nie! haha. alrite then. till next time people. i dun know when is the next time ill update but, see yah! PS: Khairul Anwar ku, I MISS YOU LIKE FARK!
♥Signing off, Chacha
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